somebody that i used to know

Hi. Remember me? 

yeah, we were friends before you were in a relationship...

I deleted my ex-bestfriends number from my phone. i deleted all of her pictures from my keep. I DID IT. I DID IT.

You know, I was gonna message her because I miss her.
But then I thought about it. its useless. she is a ticking time bomb ready to explode at any minute. Oh & I no longer trust her.
yeah. I miss her . really. but i hate her. i hate her . and i hate it though! Why do I still care when she still don’t? It makes me look like an idiot.

why is it so easy for you to walk away.

what happens to all our memories .

all the bad times n good times?

how come it doesn't hurt you like how its hurting me.

i miss you , but i'm trying not to care anymore.

and till now, i'm still trying . still trying . 

who knew we'd end up like this ? 

i just don't know what actually happen to us .

i see u in instagram few days ago . 

you're with other people , other girls , i don't know them of course .

n you know whats in my head at that time ?

u know what my heart says ?

"that used to be our laughs, our jokes and our memories"

i see you after a very long time. finally.

and its on instagram . instagram?!

i don't know y my heart keep ache .

i look at the calendar today while i'm counting days for coming home.

but hey, guess what i see ? its your birthday soon rite?

i will always remember that date.

sounds stupid but i kinda miss you more . 

i hate it . i hate it . I HATE YOU . 

I DO REALLY REALLY HATE YOU! 

now you're just somebody that i used to know .